ENTRY 283: So-so

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simbang gabi!

I woke up today at around 4:40am. Its freezng tho d n kmi nag-a-ac. dang. But of course i need to take a bath, hehe.. Maganda ung gising ko, tho 4 hrs lng yta tulog ko, we went to St. Mary’s kc last nite para sa simbang gabi.. yea rite simbang gabi..its funny, d ko ineexpect, i was like wat?? d nga? lol so un maaga plng ngpunta n kme ng pa-Deira, at eto pa.. its my first time magcommute d2 sa Dubai. trip lng gusto ko lang matutunan haha.. then hang out lng sa Dubai Festival City, till sinundo n kmi nila Wen for the mass. Daming pinoy d2 sa Dubai.. patawa tlga nun nkita ko..Box office. ;p past 10 n ntapos ung mass.

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pasko naaaaa!!! love it!

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with flat mate & friend Tere

…So yea, today nga we left 5:45am, then got there sa US embassy by 6:15..bilis no, pero taena thats 32dirhams around 420 pesos my goodness.. ginto ang taxi d2 so pag wala sina Owen and we really need to go out, spell c-a-r-l-i-f-t.. Anyway, it was windy as in mapapamura k namn sa lamig. then tagal p ngstart ng process. Pila. 10 redundunt screenings then the consul called “next emirates crew on window 4”.. ako na un taena..lol then wala p ytang 1 minute at may sinasabi pko he told me na “Ok, your US visa is approved, you may collect your passport at the Emirates headquarters..blah blah..” THANK YOU LORD..

Sa january pko iroroster to US routes, pero excited ako.. hehe kht nkakahilo tlga un work ko (14 fckn hrs to JFK,one way for example)..lol kala ng iba pasweet lng, ikaw n tumayo ng 8hrs or so sa one way na flight..buti nlng love ko job ko..hehe.. para dito nmn yta tlga ko.. gumala..;D

…I was more than excited to tell mama na approved na visa ko.. she was thankful. then I asked about Hayds. Mabilis n rw lumakad, ang 4 na teeth.. waahhh i miss my little angel so much.. parang ginanahan lalo ako sa lht nga mga bgay that i need to do, sa work, lhat na..

Smpre hibernate ako wen i got home, super power nap nman ako..til flatmate woke me up.. I have to receive something, un nga dumating na un atm ko.. bwaha another first. 😉

..Then after a few mins, naalala ko i had a nice dream.. Leave ko na daw, then my family was waiting for me sa airport, then i was lookong for hayden, usually kc karga xa, tas un pla maliit na bata na na tumatakbo..wen i found him i super hugged him then he said “Mami..” then iyak.. hehe parang pag nagigising xa sa madalingaraw pag nagugulat..lol naiyak n nman ako.. mejo nagiging iyakin ako lately pero i promise hindi na no.. ang sarap maging mommy..tho im far from my angel, the thought na im here bcuz of him, bawi na.. at kahit malumpo pko just to give him everything..why not. 😉

..but actually I worry a lot, kng kmusta nb sila don kng ok lng b sila its hard that you dnt see them.. kainis. But im happy dn na sa May, after my probation mkakauwi nko..hehe cant wait!! then sa Jun29-Jul5 again uwi n nman.. Salamat po Lord.. 😉


BLOGIDOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I need to blog na ulit often. I need an outlet. Missed it! hehe.. its not good for me na humanap ng tao na u can talk to for a certain drama in my life lol like wen im sad or something xmpre wala sila d2..Realized that they have their own lives too. And mine is here. d2 na sa Dubai. Gusto ko nga mag apologize to a good friend ska kay Ga , hehe i call during odd times, forgetting the time difference. Sometimes he’s in the middle of something or a party hehe, misnan nagigising ko p xa .. tumatawag ako.. naalala ko wen im out nman d2 d xa nangbubulahaw.. pero honestly i prefer na ginugulo ako. I feel important.lol weird. i hate it na we cant talk about something, u knw its hard over the phone..And I fuckn hate me na why cant i just let it pass, inaabot ng oras before ko maabsorb na, ‘Yzelle, its ok’..silly me. Want to be just like him. Somebody who can relax. haha..

Wala nko sa Pinas.
So wala muna ko sa eksena nila.
I live in Dubai.
I live in Dubai.
I live in Dubai.
Pero i miss my family.
ska ikaw Ga. of all the people that i miss, ikaw un pinakagusto ko laging kausap, kaya hope u understand mejo mas makulit yta ko compared sa personal. But im trying to minimize the time n mcoconsume ko sa isang araw mo. kasi nman e! nkakainis.. ;( nahihiya nrn ako minsan mangistorbo e.. ung saddest part ang hirap mong istorbohin. xmpre even before nman super busy kn tlga..kaya blog nlng. KULANG AKO SA PANSIN.

Happy holidays guys.. mamiss nyo nman ako.. ;p

Makakapag-adjust dn ako.. soon. 😉

ang haba ng post ko. wow.

 

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