please give me a break… darn it! im trying to be ok
but im not, maybe its not a good idea that i try too much.. Having a house but not a HOME feels like shit! and then everything else just follow… im hating it.. i wish i ddnt go back here and jst started my OWN life in Singapore.. well, Michael said he still thinks of me..well prolly, bcuz half of our hearts are still wit each other, im hurting rite now..maybe he just feels for me.. but yea i dnt wna accept it, the fact that there is still sumthing cuz FINALLY, i dnt want to get hurt again.. i dnt wna gve it a try.. and wen i say no.. its a NO. i need to breathe..but i just cant.. And the latest issue.. its really taking a lot of me.. cuz i never thought that its sumthing that i could ever lose. To twinie ISH, i thank her for always been there, all these years weve done things together… the only thing i want now is her company, how she makes things a bit lighter for me..